Proverbs 8:34

Eehee, just made my Tumblr today! Idk if i'm going to blog as much here already but i'll still post for my shepherd sometimes. :)
I've got Backstreet Boy's I WANT IT THAT WAY stuck in my head since this morning! It's old, i know. And they cannot really sing. But still.. xD
Dang, just started watching You're Beautiful. Some parts I keep skipping lol. :) But so far, okay luh. Not the funniest but still can make me laugh sometimes.

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I'm like, dude it's finally over. But i know i didn't give my best. And I'm just quite worried i won't get into that course? But it's my fault so yup i will still thank god in all circumstances. Because really, He has been the faithful one whilst i have not been so. Yesterday was dang. Quite wasted on some stuff. But i received a small recognition, put simply in a word that says it all. I'm so happy i got figured out as that. :) ultrafiltrator. Yeah manz.

And I'm like DUDE nowadays. Like the old times! :D hehheh. A few figures of special mention that triggered it once again: Kester, Ben and Dude, where's my car?

I'm bored! Haha. I want to watch videos but my brother's using the laptop now. I really don't know what to feel now. Because I've screwed yesterday's and today's papers. Contentment in God's presence.... :)

I've discovered 5 celebrities with the same birthday as me! AWESOME.

(in age order)
1. Declan Galbraith - 19 December 1991
2. Jake Gyllenhaal - 19 December 1980
3. Alyssa Milano - 19 December 1972
4. Tyson Beckford - 19 December 1970
5. Criss Angel - 19 December 1967

Except for the 5th one, i think the rest look fabulous. *thumbs up*

I think that holidays mean work for me. Not really the get a job kind of thing, but more like, time for me to get cracking on the things i never was really able to do, being tied down by Singapore's crap academic system. I think i shall do more of my "essays" here again once the holidays start. :) Maybe i should try to promote it if i want people to read something important! Haha.

I think i'm almost always on a different frequency as compared to others. I don't know if anyone would appreciate my kind of different, but i guess after a while it feels rather sick to keep trying to gain everyone's approval. I guess that is why my life's drive direction is mostly towards revolutionary. I think i might seem anti-social in some ways though. I admit that one of my flaws are interpersonal skills. I kind of am able to survive even if you left me at one corner. But well, i do try to relate to others sometimes. It's a bit hard though, especially around people of the opposite gender. Like, i'm scared they get the wrong message sometimes. Got to get out of my own world sometimes!

To lift, not to crumble.

I am so sinful. T.T I haven't felt like studying for the past few days... craps! And i keep eating and eating and eating. No wonder i'm back to my original weight. Shi bai! Chinese...don't know what to expect.

An Angel by DECLAN GALBRAITH is stuck in my head! He's so awesomely cute manz. On my birthday, i will think of him turning 18 at the same time as me hahaha. (:




OMG! I just found our that Jake Gyllenhaal has the same birthday as me too! All the cute people are born on 19 December, hehehehe.

Reflected on my speech yesterday. I think i know what is my problem sometimes. It's that i forget to encourage people through my conversations, especially in MSN. Oh man. Okay shall try to change. And yups i shall control my gaze everyday haha later people think wrongly when i fa dai. Shall read a little chinese after meeting today! :)

Slept only for 4 and half hours and i still woke up and couldn't sleep again. Must be because i didn't do the dishes last night! Later do some more housework yeahh.

THANK YOU GOD FOR TODAY! Though my English Lit is everything crap up one. Biology..so far minus 2 marks. But nevermind. DOOMS DAY IS OVERRRRR. Now i worry for the rest of the papers.

Man, it's been long since i've last exercised. Today felt much more relaxed and played some skipping and limbo. Felt some pain in some muscle in my right shoulder back and left knee! :O I am getting old. Fretted a little about going to Sports Day with my fringe pinned up and wearing specs (my exam look!) but then i told myself, it doesn't matter because why should someone judge you only by how you present yourself to be? I think it's okay to be yourself, your natural self sometimes. Don't have to be afraid to show the world that you are bald too. (ie supporting cancer patients by shaving your head.) But nice pimply forehead... T.T

I've been thinking, whenever i get too happy, it's a sign for me to practise discipline. Because i find that i lose too much control over my actions and feelings, and sometimes get too excited over NOTHING. Lol. Self-control! One of the fruits of the spirit. Oh man can't wait for O's to be over.

See it once every week is enough to make me happy. :)

I seriously don't want POP to be held on my birthday... D: It would be so insensitive of them! I think that day would be quite special too. Oh brother. I think if they really want it on that day, please put it in the morning. I'll leave in the afternoon. It's not that i don't want to go. It's that i believe i already have plans for that day. :)

I leave it all to You, Lord.

Ahh need to be here to release some thoughtsssssss! First thing i wanted to do. Craps i forgot Russia stuff. T.T 10 marks fly awayyyyy already, no hope of A1 for combined humanities! But i admit, i didn't really study THAT hard. Hmm oh well i'll just see how. I hope my handwriting was eligible enough...

Nvm next up is physics! If i can pass, yeah man.

Shall reimburse myself with rest till then...rest my brain hahaha. Ah God forgive me! :S Yesterday slept too much...

D'OH!

I felt amazing peace in me, despite having found out a huge mistake i made for chemistry paper and well, pretty much screwed my SS paper. Rushed to school like mad today! Haha. Thank God i reached about 20 minutes before the paper. :) I feel more motivated to study more for my papers. Tomorrow: History!!

I realize that everytime i focus too much on something, I become stale in almost everything i do regarding that. Take it cool, Gladys.

The picca's cute right? Haha. Food for thought! (: Studying for SS is draining....especially that globalization. T.T My chemistry......ahhh...

Anyway, been thinking. And... You know, sometimes we keep thinking of all the possibilities of things, fantasizing and stuff, and sometimes we let our imagination take us to somewhere we may not even need to be. Well, we've got to pull ourselves out of that mad circle of thoughts sometimes. Sometimes, we don't have to think so much... We just continue to give our best with what we know. Anything we need to clarify, just do so. Because sometimes we end up confusing ourselves even more. And we certainly don't want our thoughts to draw us away from concentrating on the tasks we have in hand right? :)

this love has taken its toll on me. (oooohh)